The Herald
Rock Hill, South Carolina
July 2, 1971
ROME (CNS) - Rai Saunders had his last fix in 1966. That
was just before he left New York City for Europe.
He hasn’t
touched heroin since.
Here Saunders is
the black cowboy of Made in Italy western films. He has built a new life for
himself. Not only is he a regular fixture on Italian film screens, he is a
respected member of the community.
It wasn’t
always that easy. Rai has vivid memories of his first attempt at kicking the
drug habit. He was still living at home. His mother discovered seven packets of
heroin in his sport shirt pocket and flushed them down the toilet.
Rai’s mother
was a part-time gospel preacher, conducting weekend services in their apartment.
The rest of the week, “Mother Edna washed white folks’ floors downtown.” Her son
had never been in trouble before.
“Sure,” says
Rai in a quiet, confident voice, “I always dressed neat and clean. I always
wore a fresh shirt because it kept the fuzz off. It was instinctive survival.
Dope was part of survival, too. Made you feel good… you didn’t need anybody. It
was part of life.”
Part of his
life went down the toilet. Two hours later his crying jag started. For his
mother’s sake, he tried to “take the wait” of withdrawal, He paced the empty
apartment.” He walked the streets, drifting up Saint Nicholas Avenue looking
for a friend. He needed someone.
He tried to
eat, everything came up. He remembers the cafeteria coffee and the very red
cherry pie and the mess. Only dry bread stayed down.
The sun, even
the rays that got through New York’s smog-laden sky, was too much to take. It
hurt his eyes, stabbing like little darts.
Someone gave him a “bag of horse.” He
clenched it in his hand and lay on his bed. His mother was asleep in the front
room. Saunders says he couldn’t unlock his fist. He was trembling with
excitement. Fingers still paralyzed around the packet, he fell asleep.
Despite his
mother, despite his good intentions, Rai Saunders didn’t kick the habit that
time.
Drugs
continued to be a part of life during a checkered career that included exhibition
boxing in the U.S. Arm, singing with a violin-playing WAC for Special Services,
delivering stocks and bonds for a bank, unloading cargo as longshoreman, and
managing the stationery department for the Americana Hotel.
Rai’s mother,
wanted him to join the church, sing in the choir, “take that route,” instead he
read his poetry in Greenwich Village coffeehouses and sang in a nightclub act
in Harlem.
At the New
School Dramatic Workshop he read Stanislavski and learned acting technique with
Rod Steiger and Marlon Brando. But he never took up the sullen slur. His speech
has a studied clarity.
Rai says he
began his clear, clipped delivery of words as a child. It was probably
influenced by his mother’s desire to have him better himself. It set him apart
from the neighborhood, but there was that “con thing” in speech, Rai says. It
was the same as wearing the clean shirt.
The lean,
compact high-cheek boned Saunders met Muriel Forlerer at an actor’s party in
1965. Muriel was caught up in the frantic Seventh Ave. fashion world as an
assistant clothing buyer. They were married later in the same year.
For Rai, the
tensions of an interracial marriage in New York’s charged atmosphere to the
volatile nature of an actor’s haphazard life. Drugs became increasingly
important. Before they’d been married a year, they’d made the decision to
leave, and Rai vowed to give up drugs altogether.
Life as an
expatriate American negro in Rome has stilled most of the tensions. They have
established a home in the picturesque 17th Century “Trastevere” quarter
of the Eternal City. Their modern renovated apartment has all the
characteristics of permanence from television to built-in furniture.
Justine, the
Saunders’ two-and-a-half-year-old daughter, understands Italian almost as well
as English. She plays in the local park and trails after mama on shopping trips
to the market.
Rai and Muriel
now want to buy a home here. There is no longer any drain on the family budget
for drugs.
Rai admits
that as a Negro he stands out more in Rome than in the states. Here he is a
curiosity. To the neighborhood butcher and barber, he is just another one of
those foreigners who live in their midst. To the movie public he is an exotic Negro
cowboy.
What’s the
future for the Negro actor in Europe? “The blacker you are, the better they dig
it,” smiles Rai Saunders.
I had no idea Rai Saunders was a drug addict. At least he got clean. Unfortunately, most drug addicts or "junkies" never live long enough to kick their habit. Whether it be heroin, cocaine, crack, methamphetamine, marijuana, or even ecstasy, the drugs ultimately take over the mind, body, and soul. The addict starts to feel a withdrawal and that can last upwards to at least ten hours. The ones that DO clean up their act swear never again to use drugs in their daily life while others simply relapse because they haven't been near a drug in a long time. But at least Rai Saunders was able to kick HIS addiction. Remember people. Drugs and alcohol are bad. It's better to be safe than sorry. Just say no and onward you go.
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